Dugaan

Assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I feel emotionally disturbed. This wave of discontent is troubling me.

Have you ever had a thing that you badly wanted, it was never taken away, but the delivery was delayed? Delayed not in a matter of minutes or hours, but in a bigger scale.

I wouldn't mind if I can guarantee I still have 40 years ahead of me.

I keep telling myself, things happen for a reason. I had a break up, and was later substituted with a better one. That is an example of course.

I feel like picking up a fight. No, that is not a wise move.It won't make things better, for sure.

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau melakukan kesalahan. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebani kami dengan beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya. Maafkanlah kami, ampunilah kami, dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah pelindung kami, maka tolonglah kami menghadapi orang-orang kafir."

Allah will never test you in things you can never resolve. I believe in Him. Patience is the key now. Patience my love, patience(Gollum's style).

I believe in Him.

till next time,
assalamualaikum