Sunday, May 17, 2009



in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I was going to go for a movie tonight. However the available time was 9.15pm, so we thought it would not the best thing to do. I personally was not keen, but after 1 little brainstorming, I came to realise that life is not about work, work and word.

Maybe in the near future, if I feel like going out, I'll just follow what my heart says.

I have missed so many things since started work here. I have missed friends' wedding, lost touch with close friends and slight loss of interest in watching football matches.

Now with H1N1 virus, the government has given commands to the public to press the panic button. It's the same, people have started panicking already. One thing many Malaysians do not realise is Malaysia has a good reputation in handling endemic.

Many hospitals have already started preparing for Influenza outbreak. Even in my small Kulim Hospital, Influenza seminar was held 3 weeks ago. Impressive, isn't it?

Still whatever is done is deemed a doom when H1N1 hits you. Right?

I need to make a call.

Catch with you guys again!

till next time,

Thursday, May 14, 2009

My regret


in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

for most Kedahans, thursday is the most anticipated day every week. Unfortunately, it means nothing for me. As a House Officer, it is a MUST to work everyday. Perhaps as a compensation, working hours are cut half which means you start at 8am and finishes at 12 noon.

Sometimes the more I work, the more I know that I don't know.

If only ample time is given daily so that we can revise some stuff everyday. Or maybe, I should have taken things more seriously during my student days.

As far as I have been told, 2 things
a) Every house officer is going through the same thing
b) Every senior has gone through what we are going through.

and as far as I realise, these statements are not beneficial to everyone.

I am enjoying work. I enjoy talking to people, helping them whatever necessary and these are why I love my job. Of course I feel bad to be scolded so constantly, and I don't want it to happen everyday. I need the drive to study, study and study. I am getting older and I know what is best for me.

Everything is ruined when I go back home, get my shower and dinner done, and the next I realise is my alarm clock is making noise.

More pics to come, I promise. I only upload pics in which I look relatively better than the other.

Come on, admit it. Everyone does that, don't they?

till next time alright?


Friday, May 08, 2009

May 4th


in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I am now back in KL. Flight to Kulim is less than 5hrs' time. I feel I need a longer break. Trip to Auckland was fun, but my body needs some quality rest after 6 days of daily driving. Auckland to Whangarei, Whangarei-Auckland, Auckland-Rotorua, Rotorua-Hamilton-Auckland, and Auckland to KL.

I was finally conferred a degree in MBCHB on the 4th of May 2009. It was a beautiful day. It started off with marching from the main campus down to Queen Street. Being the only Malay, I felt honoured to be called up to the stage to receive my scroll. My parents and grandma were there to witness the event. It was just beautiful.

Perhaps this was my last trip to NZ.

I was a bit upset when the flight to Malaysia was delayed by 2 hours. That's ok now. I have arrived safe and sound, and to be able to spend few hours with loved ones is impossible to forget. Now the countdown starts when will I be back to KL, with the date remains undetermined.

Unfortunately, the moment I went online upon reaching home, I was shocked to know the events that took place in Perak. It's a disgrace. Both PR and BN should have acted like adults, which they didn't. The ugliest scene was when YB Sivakumar dragged out by the policemen, which was uncivilised and barbaric to my eyes. Absolutely embarassed by it.

and MU's win added more salt to the wound yesterday. Why la?

now back to EPL, I am banking on Arsenal and Man City to cause more upset, so that Liverpo*l will be able to nick the title, the one that has been missing for close to 20 years.

I've got to go. Need to complete my packing.

till next time guys,