Hipocrisy

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I am dejected. Today is the last day of my very short holiday. Tomorrow, as early as 8 am, I need to leave home for Honda car service. Depending on the time taken, I might need to leave KL once everything is ready, and I am so not ready for this.

Since I started work, I haven't had ample time to be spent with family. Firstly, the number of days allowed is short. Secondly, our bosses(not all) are stingy. Thirdly, time taken to reach KL is roughly 4 hours. So if I have 4 days, only 2 days will be counted as holiday.

Some people say there is no use of complaining when you can't do anything. I beg to differ.
I feel better if my complaint is heard. I don't know about you.

Serious matter aside, these 2 words are becoming a laughing stock for us Malaysians. 'Mokhtar' and 'What'. lol!

If there is anyone out there who would like to comment my comment on UMNO, feel free to do so. I hope, if you feel what I do is wrong, please judge yourselves too. Why criticising PAS is right and UMNO is wrong?

To the non thinkers, everything that is related to PKR is wrong. There are so many infighting within PKR. Funny. Only these fights are highlighted. Liow Tiong Lai's boycott is hidden in a small column in page 7, perhaps? Or MIC is so peaceful? Or Makkal Sakhti is on its way to greatness? Or nobody is backstabbing each other in UMNO?

UMNO-controlled newspapers are not highlighting these. Is it not obvious?

That is why they are manipulating Zulkifli Nordin issue to the maximum. It benefits them.

Oh, hipocrisy is running in our veins.

I will never vote for UMNO. Even if they have changed, I will not put a cross next to KERIS. Why? Traditionally the fight in Segambut is between DAP vs MCA. That's why! Hehe...

Jangan marah.

Ninety Mile Beach

I had a good lepaking session with a friend today. I realised that sometimes I really do miss Auckland.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

WHAT?

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I am currently in KL. I left Kulim at 7.30am and reached here at approximately 11.30am. It was a 4 hour uneventful journey. I have never seen such a bright sunny day for a long time that I thought the view was beautiful throughout that 4 hours.

I did not go immediately to TTDI. Instead, I dropped by at Sg Buloh. Everyone was there, chilling around with whoever available. At 5 pm, I finally arrived at TTDI. I performed my prayers, and changed later to my sports attire. Yeay, futsal time.

As for now, it is less than 45 minutes before the game Arsenal-Chelsea starts. I care not who wins. What is important is that to see how will John Terry perform after his Tiger Woods like scandal went to public. Interesting, isn't it?

I shall write more tomorrow. I have planned a few activities, but the execution part will remain to be seen. I hope it won't be an UMNO-like day, where talking is the main priority. Hehe..

WHAT?

WHAT?

WHAT?

that's how Saiful reacted. Hehe..

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Full Stop

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I suppose everyone is following Sodomy II trial now. It's very interesting. Indeed, the interest generated from this trial is massive, and the accusation ironically seems to appear shaky from Day 1.

UMNO members will forever believe the court is fair and just. To the non-UMNO rakyat, there has been very little improvement in our confidence towards the system.

Nobody is saying Saiful is wrong and Anwar is right, or vice-versa, but, nobody believes the court. I loathe fanaticism, and whoever is (proven)guilty, they ought to be punished accordingly.

To me, it is wrong to say Anwar is in the innocent camp. It is also not right to say Saiful is a liar. We don't know, and it is unfair to label anyone without listening to both parties.

The same principle applies in the case of Zulkifli Nordin. Though his outburst is regrettable, but we have to respect his opinion. He is right when he says all the leaders need to sit in a round table for a discussion. Nobody highlights that, eh?

I am more into supporting Khalid Samad.

I felt sad when he was given a 6-month suspension and only a warning for Hassan Ali. Still, I haven't had a look at the reason given by PAS disciplinary board. I have to be fair you see.

Many of us like to sensationalise issues, and we seem not to worry about the truth.

Maybe the former is better for a glamour life?

till next time,
assalamualaikum

fanaticism is allowed for Liverpool FC. Full stop.

Regret

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I feel guilty. It's a regret, but it is now too late. I should not have done what I have done.

You know a good person would never say he's a good person, but it could be completely opposite for a sinner. He knows when he has committed a sin.

I will keep everything to myself.

I feel guilty.

Till next time,
assalamualaikum

The Future

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

To Syasya, thank you for the compliment. You will be rewarded with the most memorable slap once I reach home this coming weekend. One that you won't forget, in exchange for your sarcasm.

Hahahahah..padan muka!

No more occasional extra allowances for you! No no..ala2 kak mek lak.

Okay, enough with trivial issues.

In less than 40 days, I will complete a year of my service in the government hospital. I am happy. There is so much I have learned, and yet, there is still a lot that I know I do not know. Is that good? Learning is a lifelong process, and I suppose, I very much realise that I am not that smart.

Still, having survived this far, I feel delighted with what I have achieved. I am now more independent, more calm, more mature and more cool! I thank Allah for giving me what I am now, and to my parents, I wouldn't be where I am if it wasn't for you both. Thank you!

Looking to the future, I have sort of made up my mind what I want to do. To keep it short, there are only 2 universities that occupy my mind for years, USM and UM. There is a strong bond between UM and my family, and from the moment that I stepped into UM in 2001, I knew this is where glory is made. USM on the other hand, is purely from my love for Kelantan.

I might take this back in the future, but at this time, I would not mind pursuing my higher studies in USM Kelantan. Though my dialect sounds so Siamese, I won't back off from the idea.

40 days, still a long way to go. As for now, my objective is to continue my survival in Kulim.

Putting the above matters aside, I feel sad with what is going on with Pakatan Rakyat. They have become an UMNO-like pact. There is less freedom of speech, and those who voice out their opinions, they will be discussed in the next disciplinary committee meeting.

I don't need this. I prefer dialogues, more mature to my eyes.

Hmm...

No wonder both parties are losing support. The battle now is to choose the lesser evil between those two. Aye?

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Productive Fella

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I'm happy! I have had a very productive today. I woke up at 9 am today, surfed the net for a while, then got up on my feet and started cleaning up my room.

My room at 10 am,

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My room at 12.30 pm,

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It feels funny. I'm writing like my sister now. lol!! Or perhaps, more like Joey and his friends, "Days of Our Lives". So lame..

At work, life was relatively quiet until 6 pm. All of a sudden, there was a rush of patients flowing in. Mostly involved motor vehicle accident. It gives me another reason to fall asleep tonight that I worked till 10 minutes past 10 pm today.

My senior and I. We share the same name.

My latest pic. 'Cool' is the best word to describe this, isn't it??

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Mudah Lupa

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in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I feel tired. I was worried about our CME(continuous medical education) that I woke up a little bit early to prepare the slides. Later on in the evening we were told that tomorrow's session is now canceled.

It's canceled, but it is no good news to news to us neither. We have to be at the Hospital at 7 am tomorrow for a trip to Kuala Nerang. I bet less than 20% have heard of the place, am I right?

I am happy with my car currently. It hasn't given much problems, and I'm looking forward to future long distance driving. It's super nice!

Back to our recent headline maker, YB Zulkifli Nordin. I feel pity for what has happened to him. He was one of the front liners who ever worked so hard to save Anwar Ibrahim in 1998. I have always respected him for his stand and consistency. This time however though, I have to admit that he has gone overboard. He shouldn't have what he has done.

Perhaps what he thinks is right, is not right after all. If only the term 'Allah' is the biggest issue, then it is the Arabs who should have the final say, not the Malays.

Still, I think PKR have done well in imposing gag order on him. He may have done some mistakes, but his good deeds should not be forgotten, especially by PKR leaders. If my memories are still intact, he was at the court in 2004, raising Anwar's hands after the latter was acquitted from the sodomy or corruption charges.

We should not be like Tun Mahathir's Melayu Mudah Lupa.

I will not change my stand in supporting Khalid Samad. I personally think that the administration of JAIS and MAIS should be revamped. These are the bodies that are tarnishing our image.

Freedom of speech right?

till next time,
assalamualaikum