Monday, June 11, 2012



in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I don't what has got into me tonight, but I am a bit emo now.

I wish, more than anything now, that all of us are reunited under one roof again.

Kami doakan papa diampunkan semua dosa dan diberikan ketenangan di sana. Family ties are closer than ever. Many events to come will be different without your presence. 

We miss you. 

till next time,

Euro fever


in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

Everybody seems zombified since the beginning of Euro 2012. I, too, can't help it.

To avid followers, they surely know that I have been a Germany supporter through thick and thin. My opinion remains the same, that Micheal Ballack is one of the best midfielders in the world. Though his playing career is almost over, his class acts last forever.

The charisma that he possesses is an inspiration for me. Typical German, he rose to stardom in 2004. He almost single handedly led Bayer Leverkusen to 3 trophies, only to falter right at the finishing line. He then masterminded Germany's progress in the next World Cup, Euro, World Cup and Euro again.

We are still at early stages. Tonight France will play England. The underperfoming England boast some gifted players, but have failed to lift any trophy since, 1966? My bad, it's too long that anybody can remember.

To the preachers, now is the best time for you to preach. Be smart. Do not tell them 'why can you wake at 2 am to watch football, but you are so weak to perform a 2 rakaat solat?'. Instead tell them, right after the game, why not spend 5-10 minutes for a short prayer, i.e. Tahajjud. Sounds nicer and softer, doesn't it?

It is natural. The more restrictions you place on them, the more rebellious they will become. If they enjoy watching football, so be it. We were thought of the 'wasatiah' concept, so practise it.

I am wataching to this video as I am typing. Very beneficial, in my opinion.

till next time,

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Lompat Katak


in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

As of 3.30 pm 10th of June 2012, nobody from Sabah has defected to PR, or more specifically to PKR. Elections are around the corner, everybody knows that. So why are we getting defections at this close to 11th hour?

Do all of you actually condone this attitude?

I personally don't. However, there are always exceptionals right? If one was never offered money, why should it be a problem.

You can't deny that more often that not, incentives are offered. It is very difficult to trust one's intention and honesty nowadays. One MP jumps to PKR, one finally finds the 'truth' in BN, and few have gone independent.

All I want to see is a change, that Malaysia badly needs. A total reform is required to take the nation to a greater height. GE 13, I hope Malaysians will all come and vote. Not only that, vote for the right one!

till next time,

Thursday, June 07, 2012

Mixed emotions


in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

Im feeling pretty excited at the moment!I get to see wifey tomorrow. For us, it's the same cycle again every week. We'll be counting days and hours before the world becomes ours again.

Lol! Sounds very feminine eh? Perhaps it does.

It's not we live together. She's still Malaccans and I, here have to work my socks off to earn a decent salary. Our schedules hardly match each other's. She gets alternate weekends off, whereas for me the schedule is fixed a month before the present.

So unlike other married couples, our life is about exchanging phone calls and photos every day. Sounds a bit like university students doesn't it? Lol!! You must be wondering why on earth am I having a photo of mine in this entry? It's one of the photos that I sent to her when I was on call.

Her transfer request form has finally reached Ministry of Health, Putrajaya. God Willing, she'll be in Banting in no time.

Soon, sister is coming back from Canada with her family. Another to reach KLIA in July 3rd, and insyaAllah the family will be complete before raya. It breaks our hearts that one person is lacking, and he is sorely missed.

We miss you pa. Not a single day passes we never think of you. Kitorang cuba doakan papa selalu. We thank you for what you have done, what you have given to us.

You know, if it wasn't for your request, I would have insisted Sungai Buloh for the wedding venue. =). If it wasn't for you, I would not be where I am now.

I really hope all of us will meet again in syurga.

till we meet again pa,


Monday, June 04, 2012

You'll walk alone sometimes


in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

Right now, I am on the 3rd consecutive on call. My family members have questioned me, why do I have to work so hard?

This is the only way I know how to make some money. I would let go on call if I could. I don't feel at  home here in Banting. I really hate covering O&G.

You can't run away from problems. But, how do u react when you are wrongly blamed for doing things you never did?

I told them many times, The reason I hate O&G so much is because I do not want to go through sleepless nights thinking over mistakes that I did.

I did not kill anyone. I did not injure anyone.

What I loathe is to be held responsible, on things I have little knowledge about. I warned them beforehand, that it would do more harm than good if I was given the responsibility.

Yeah yeah, 'we went through worse before'.

Very mature attitude indeed.

till next time,