Friday, April 29, 2011

Dugaan

Assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I feel emotionally disturbed. This wave of discontent is troubling me.

Have you ever had a thing that you badly wanted, it was never taken away, but the delivery was delayed? Delayed not in a matter of minutes or hours, but in a bigger scale.

I wouldn't mind if I can guarantee I still have 40 years ahead of me.

I keep telling myself, things happen for a reason. I had a break up, and was later substituted with a better one. That is an example of course.

I feel like picking up a fight. No, that is not a wise move.It won't make things better, for sure.

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau melakukan kesalahan. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebani kami dengan beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya. Maafkanlah kami, ampunilah kami, dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah pelindung kami, maka tolonglah kami menghadapi orang-orang kafir."

Allah will never test you in things you can never resolve. I believe in Him. Patience is the key now. Patience my love, patience(Gollum's style).

I believe in Him.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Jealousy

assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

It's really strange to be mentioning this, but jealousy has preoccupied my mind for the past 2 days. I seem not to be able to get rid of this one thought.

I suppose not to go into details in the matter above is a smart move.

Preaching to people that 'you don't always get what you want' is the easiest thing to do. We've been taught that there's always a reason for everything that happens. Allah never fails to listen to us. He never rejects our requests. He is fair, he knows when to grant the request and when to substitute it with something better.

Having that in mind, I guess patience is the key.

Patience my love, patience- Gollum.

In the meantime, I know the key to success is to work hard, and work smart. Work harder, harder and harder.

I hope at the same time I will strive harder to become a better Muslim.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

1 aim

assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

Sometimes when it is your day, a flight of ideas will come through your mind, without any invitation.

Today, I am writing with only 1 aim. That is to write an entry.

lol~~

More to come, InsyaAllah.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Incredible!!

Assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I know this page is lacking in update for almost a week, or slightly more. I've been slightly busy though. You know that you can't always win. Also important to note that you will always lose something in every victory.

Life as a medical officer is not easy. Every post on call I'll feel extremely exhausted, without fail. No matter how much sleep do I get through the night, the next day surely makes me I need a day off to completely recover.

Anyways, I have been making my life busy by working extra time in private clinics. I'm earning some extra money, and I guess it is only fair that I use a large chunk of that money for myself. Therefore folks, enjoy this!



I have returned to the right path. I was with Htc previously, before switching to Nokia. The time is right, couldn't be any better somehow.

I pledged my loyalty to Samsung 10 years ago. I reckon there is always turning back in this matter.

I'll be at Penang for the next 2 days. This time it is for asthma seminar. Quite looking forward to it really. God willing, I will come back with some improvised knowledge, and photos!!!

till next time
assalamualaikum

Thursday, April 07, 2011

Jumaat

Assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

Weekend has started for me. Well it is Friday, and this is Kedah. Tomorrow is Saturday, and Sunday I am back to normal working day. Sigh..

Personally, I would prefer to have a standardized system throughout the whole country. It would be easier to coordinate activities with our beloved families.

I still find it hard to fathom the reasons given. It doesn't seem right.

9. Hai orang-orang beriman, apabila diseru untuk menunaikan shalat Jum'at, maka bersegeralah kamu kepada mengingat Allah dan tinggalkanlah jual beli[1475]. Yang demikian itu lebih baik bagimu jika kamu mengetahui.

10. Apabila telah ditunaikan shalat, maka bertebaranlah kamu di muka bumi; dan carilah karunia Allah dan ingatlah Allah banyak-banyak supaya kamu beruntung.

Surah Jumaah

People will go home post prayer to sleep. It doesn't match the character that our holy Quran describes.

Even the Westerners work hard on Friday. Weekend starts on Friday night. Whereas here in Malaysia, Friday is your first day of weekend.

What progression could you achieve when you continue with this? Less transaction is made on Friday, and Sunday when it opens, occasionally you have to wait till Monday to get all the paper works done. We are well left behind, my dear brothers and sisters.

11. Dan apabila mereka melihat perniagaan atau permainan, mereka bubar untuk menuju kepadanya dan mereka tinggalkan kamu sedang berdiri (berkhotbah). Katakanlah: "Apa yang di sisi Allah lebih baik daripada permainan dan perniagaan", dan Allah Sebaik-baik Pemberi rezki. (surah jumaah)

Another thing is, it is not to have your lunch or cendol during the sermon.

I hope this will change. Unfortunately I can foresee it happen anytime soon.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Disgusting UMNO

assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I think we Malaysians have seen the dirtiest that we could ever imagine in our politics. The video that is said to have involved Anwar Ibrahim has been disseminated all over the country. What is more disgusting, Utusan and Kosmo, have cut and pasted the stilled images from the clip and made it public, for the youngster to the old folks to read.

I don't know if I will ever forgive Utusan. I truly don't know where are the so called 40 ulama who joined UMNO with the intention to spread the good image of Islam. I feel disgusted looking at UMNO. I feel disgusted that they call themselves Malay Muslim when the only thing that they do is slandering.



If it is really Anwar, bring him to court.

I will never vote for UMNO, for as long as blood is pumping through my veins. Call me fanatic, but I really cannot tolerate this.

To the scholars in UMNO, I have never lost so much respect as I have at you. I mean it.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Sunday, April 03, 2011

1st step forward

Assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

I had my first ever on call as a medical officer. For your information, medical officer is a step above of House Officer, or houseman as they call it in Malaysia. Medical officer is a fully registered doctor, after completing 2 years as a medical graduate.

It was a super exhausting call. I was pretty much non stop running from 8 am till midnight. The climax when I received a call asking for my presence in a premature 31 week pregnancy in labour.

Saving his life alone took almost 3 hours.

I went home the next day at 10, and was absolutely flattened out till 2 pm.

It was a good learning experience nonetheless.

till next time,
assalamualaikum

Friday, April 01, 2011

Hidden Agenda

assalamualaikum

in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful

Occasionally people breach the trust given to them.

The temptation sometimes is so good that you feel like abandoning your possessions.

Being me, the last thing I want to do in this world is to commit a treason. As bitter as it tastes, I suppose you have to swallow it. It doesn't necessarily be the best for you.

Allah knows best

216. Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.


Patience is the key. At the end of the day, we are only human beings. Nobody knows the future right?

till next time,
assalamualaikum