in the name of Allah the Most Gracious the Most Merciful
For the past couple of days, I seem to have little motivation to get up in the morning to go to work. It is not the same anymore. The joy of coming to work is not there.
Previously, life was better, in terms of relativity. I get to express myself freely. Whatever job is given will be distributed evenly. All the time, there must be one who must break this teamwork spirit.
A happy man 4 days beforeWhy, why and why?
He, hardly does any job. He, runs away a lot of the time. He, comes late EVERYday. He, goes for long 'short smoking session.'
He, also however, makes it public over the smallest job he did yesterday. He, tries to portray good image in front of the seniors. He, even complains that nobody ever helps him do the job in the ward.
The seniors, well, a couple of them know of this.
You see, knowing alone does not do any good. Better still, they keep their eyes blind.
When boss praises this so called 'hardworking fella' , none of them open their mouth.
The hardest to swallow, when boss brings down several of my colleagues, none of them try to defend the juniors.
Why, why and why?
When you work your socks off, and your colleague doesn't, you get run down and he gets all the praises in the world.
Who on earth cares about the praises. To the many of us, we feel extremely low after being told off in that manner.
It does not only hurt, it kills off your motivation.
Surprisingly, fairness, I suppose, is the projected image that they see in themselves.
I know I better keep it low, at least for now. If any of them happens to read my blog, so be it. At least, I get to express myself. Knowing that our voices are not heard, the more I keep it inside, the hotter it is the burning sensation to vomit this out.
I have decided to channel it down in this blog.
Perhaps, if they come through this blog, they will have the courtesy to seek what is the truth.
Fingers crossed, and I can only hope.
till next time,
assalamualaikum
p/s All of you have been there. So, please, revise the meaning of the word fair.
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